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Well, okay. I already whined about this to darkhavens (and i'm sorry, but i have NO CLUE how to make your name a link)... But i'm all frustrated with where my two non-Changes fics are. I'm actually to the point where i'm wondering if i'm gonna get either of them done before i'm back to Changes every week and that's getting me really, really depressed.
Seems like a stupid thing to be depressed about, but i can't help it. And i LOVE both these fics! They started out just LOVLEY and i flew along, and it was AWESOME, and suddenly....nothing! I guess, with the one, i'm not sure where i want it to go, so that's BAD. And with the other... I know where i want it to go but i'm wondering if it's just entierly too cliche and dull and should i even continue.
Ack.
Plus, my ultra beta, Snoopy, has been half-killing herself getting final exams and whatnot done and is finally, FINALLY ready to graduate, so she has had no time at all to look over stuff and give me a swift kick in the ass. And i know she's behind in all kinds of stuff and i really don't want to just dump these on her and make her even more frantic.
So, i'm sulky, pouty, annoyed, frustrated, and hungry, damnit, and i want a soda but Elf is asleep and i can't exactly drive down to the store to grab a tasty carbonated beverage and leave her here alone! Wah!!!
And Cat is at work until 4 a.m. and i'll be toast by then, so having HIM get the TCB will NOT work! Wah, again!!
Hrmmmm. This is nice. Angst angst angst, rant rant rant, vent vent vent.
Lame lame lame. Hee!
Plus? I want my journal to be a color but don't know how. And what's with the whole 'two journals' thing, anyway? I mean, one is all colors and links down the sides and stuff, and one is just white and blue with entries and comments. Other people's, i add, not mine. Why two? Why so different? How do they do that? And how do you look at someone elses' memories? Can't seem to find THAT anywhere!
I'm just NOT getting it at ALL, for some reason.
An that makes me feel dumb which doesn't help my mood.
On the plus side...my iris are in bloom, more this year than last year, totally cool. And i have chapter 31 - or chapter one of part two - of changes mostly written.
But i don't have a name for part two yet, at ALL, which is...frustrating. And the names that have been suggested don't sit well.
So Wah! again!
Whoot! K. My first totally whiney, whingeing, lame-ass, pity-me entry!
That'll put marzipan in your pie-plate, bingo.
Seems like a stupid thing to be depressed about, but i can't help it. And i LOVE both these fics! They started out just LOVLEY and i flew along, and it was AWESOME, and suddenly....nothing! I guess, with the one, i'm not sure where i want it to go, so that's BAD. And with the other... I know where i want it to go but i'm wondering if it's just entierly too cliche and dull and should i even continue.
Ack.
Plus, my ultra beta, Snoopy, has been half-killing herself getting final exams and whatnot done and is finally, FINALLY ready to graduate, so she has had no time at all to look over stuff and give me a swift kick in the ass. And i know she's behind in all kinds of stuff and i really don't want to just dump these on her and make her even more frantic.
So, i'm sulky, pouty, annoyed, frustrated, and hungry, damnit, and i want a soda but Elf is asleep and i can't exactly drive down to the store to grab a tasty carbonated beverage and leave her here alone! Wah!!!
And Cat is at work until 4 a.m. and i'll be toast by then, so having HIM get the TCB will NOT work! Wah, again!!
Hrmmmm. This is nice. Angst angst angst, rant rant rant, vent vent vent.
Lame lame lame. Hee!
Plus? I want my journal to be a color but don't know how. And what's with the whole 'two journals' thing, anyway? I mean, one is all colors and links down the sides and stuff, and one is just white and blue with entries and comments. Other people's, i add, not mine. Why two? Why so different? How do they do that? And how do you look at someone elses' memories? Can't seem to find THAT anywhere!
I'm just NOT getting it at ALL, for some reason.
An that makes me feel dumb which doesn't help my mood.
On the plus side...my iris are in bloom, more this year than last year, totally cool. And i have chapter 31 - or chapter one of part two - of changes mostly written.
But i don't have a name for part two yet, at ALL, which is...frustrating. And the names that have been suggested don't sit well.
So Wah! again!
Whoot! K. My first totally whiney, whingeing, lame-ass, pity-me entry!
That'll put marzipan in your pie-plate, bingo.
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(lj user="darkhavens") - just replace the ( ) with < > ::crosses toes:: ;op
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I shoulda waited! Well done. ;o)
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Yup.
I got a clue. I'm slow, but sure. :)