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[tabaqui]

I'm just kinda...bummed.
Over half the journals i check regularly haven't been updated in AGES. And i mean ages.
None of the stories i'm currently following have been updated.
I'm not seeing new updates in a bunch of journals because i marked the journal to follow a story but didn't 'friend'. And now i'm skeered to friend 'cause my flist is so big!
But what am i missing!?? Aaaahhh!

And, the damn computer headache is back! I assume that's what it is.
Is it better to computer in a room WITH light or WITHOUT light?

Nothing seems to help, and when my head pounds and i feel woozy every time i move my eyes, it's NOT GOOD.

I think i need new glasses, too, damnit. Why can't i win the lottery and just get new eyes cloned?

AND...the worst thing...
I have this MarySue fic in my head. Won't leave me alone. Me and my *fictional* money and wit making it possible for the bois to get together.
I mean - gah!
I have it all plotted! I have a house! I don't have a name 'cause no way would i use my own, but....
Somebody please, please tell me that this is a BAD idea and i should stop now.

*grumble*
Stupid cats. Why can't they use the litterbox without scattering litter in a huge fan all over the floor?
Sheesh.
:)

Uh, just 'cause no journal update is complete without a link... Here is the website of one of my very favorite authors who happens to write slashy sub-and-not-so-sub-texty plots in her stories. And is, i believe, gay. Or so the rumour mill goes. Which is cool, 'cause she lives with another really good female writer.
Anyway.
C J Cherryh

Edited to add that this link, apparently, wasn't working, but hopefully now it does!
Go, be amazed!
:)

Comments

[tabaqui]

oh, hugs!
:) Thanks!

I have an overhead light in here, and that's it. Blah.

I know! My flist is so long already, although not unmanageable 'cause i read damn fast...
But still!
I may have to break down and just DO IT.
Grrrrrr.

Ummm...Stoppit!
Don't encourage the MarySue. I'm plotting dialogue in my head! It's wrong, i tell you, WRONG!!

:)

[darkhavens.livejournal.com]

Do you have a lower wattage bulb anywhere that you could swap out for the one in the overhead light? Even that might make a difference.

Oh! Just remembered what I resorted to one major headache time... sunglasses. I sat at the computer in sunglasses to cut the glare. Hee!

Dooooooooooooooooo iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit. ::evil cackles::

You have so much angst in your fics atm (and well done on that, btw!) maybe you need the silliness of a MarySue?

[tabaqui]

Well, it's pretty low-watt already, but Elf has to have light to see her keyboard. It's the three-computer Computer Room!
:)

HEh, sunglasses! You prolly looked coool. :)

Damn.
*ponders*
Never set out to be an angst whore. Where did my mum go wrong?!

[darkhavens.livejournal.com]

Hee! Last time Mommie Dearest visited, she looked at my collection of erocit novels and said 'I expected you to have written at least two of these by now'. She'd be quite proud if I was an angst whore. She's very good at creating it herself. ;op

[tabaqui]

HA!
I blame it all on mum, too!
Although, she's NOT an angst whore, either.
I mean, i HATE fics and books and movies where the 'heros' are in this hopeless situation that NEVER GETS BETTER or where they're in love or unhappy and five minutes conversation would fix it but THEY WON'T... I mean... ACK!
Is that what i'm doing? Making people miserable for no reason?
*ponders*
Say it isn't so!!!
:)
*scampers off to work on next part of 'Credence'*

[darkhavens.livejournal.com]

Is that what i'm doing? Making people miserable for no reason?
*ponders*
Say it isn't so!!!

It really isn't so, sweetie. You make the boys hurt so you can make them fall in love and get better. You create angst with a happy at the end.

::stern look::

There is going to be a happy at the end, right? Several happies? One for each fic...

[tabaqui]

Yes, there is!
I am not one of those writers who ends things on a horrible, depressing, 'everyone is sad/mad/dead/alone forever note. I just don't...GET that sort of thing.

So, no worries!

[darkhavens.livejournal.com]

Good to know. Now I can sit back and enjoy their pain. ;op