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Monday, October 30th, 2006 11:59 am
*la di da*

I know. I have nothing to say! I must clean house today, oh joy.
:)
Previous chapters are here.






Dean comes awake to the sound of voices, talking softly. He rolls over, his hand sliding away from the knife-hilt. Some habits aren't worth breaking. He scrubs at his eyes with the back of his hand, stifling a yawn. Feels like he hasn't slept at all. After some coffee and something drenched in syrup and possibly powdered sugar – he'll be awake. But right now he feels dazed and shaky and cold, even though Sam's got the heater on.

"Sam?"

"Night table," Sam says, and Dean squints into the lamp-light and finds a cup of coffee, steaming hot. He cradles it in his hands as he awkwardly swings his legs off the bed – slumps forward, elbows on thighs. If he could absorb the liquid through his skin he would, but for now he just breathes in the warm steam and tries to wake up.

"Find anything?" Dean asks, half the cup inside him now and his eyes actually staying open. He feels like hell, Sam looks like hell and their guest – looks two days dead. All in all, it's not a pretty picture.

Sam yawns, knuckles to his mouth. An uneasy hour or so for both of them, sleeping by turns and it's really not enough. "Yeah, I did. I think I know what we're dealing with."

"Okay. Hit me." Dean gets up and moves around the bed – settles again on the corner nearest Sam and then he notices something. "Dude – what the hell?" he asks, staring at Rafe. Who's still chained, yeah, but his legs are pulled up into the chair seat, the rope coiled up and tidy on the floor. The chain's laying slack, the cuffs on the dresser top.

"He had to use the bathroom, Dean. What the hell was I supposed to do?"

Rafe looks away, clearly not involving himself and Dean just stares down at his hands for a moment. At the black specks imbedded in his knuckles – at the ragged skin around his nails. He needs a shower, he needs to get laid, he needs a fucking drink. "Sam… Yeah, okay. So – what're we up against?"

"We think it's a demon, but – "

"We?"

Sam makes the face that means he's ignoring Dean. Or – ignoring what he's saying. "Most of the symbols were in Latin or Hebrew but some of them were angelic script. From what I can tell, we have something trying to become something else."

Dean rubs his hand over his face – scrubs it back through his hair. It doesn't help. "What?"

Sam makes an impatient noise and shifts a book out of the heap on the table – tilts it toward Dean. "In ancient Palestine, some of the first-born were sacrificed to 'Moloch', one of the Princes of Hell. They... burned them alive." Sam points to a passage and Dean squints, sleep-blurry eyes refusing to focus on the tiny, smudgy text. "Moloch is actually thought to be Ba'al or –"

"Sammy, please," Dean interrupts. "Half-awake version."

Sam almost smiles but it fades fast and Dean feels a flutter of unease in his belly. Rafe shifts in the chair, the chain clinking softly. "We think a demon is trying to bluff its way into heaven by transforming itself into an angel. Using borrowed…power, I guess. Power from those kids. Their…souls." Sam stops and breathes, his knuckles white on the spine of the book. "We think it was bargaining with Moloch for something. Information, probably. How to do it."

"Their souls? Are you sure, Sam?"

Sam nods stiffly, putting the book back down – fidgeting with papers and pens – not looking at Dean. "Pretty damn sure, man."

"Christ," Dean mutters. He sits there, thinking. Sipping coffee and trying to get rid of the cold shivers going down his spine. Some…thing, taking souls. Some thing trying to get into a heaven Dean's not really sure he believes in… "Those kids weren't burned, Sammy."

"It burned selected…parts," Sam says, mouth turning down and his eyes going flat – angry. Dean remembers the thick, cooked-meat smell that had underlay everything else and grimaces.

"Fuck. Okay. So – what's he got to do with all this?" Dean asks, shooting a hard look at Rafe, who cringes back just a little.

"We're not sure. Maybe he needed an adult sacrifice? Or –"

"Why can't he remember?"

"I don't know," Rafe says, frowning. "I was there first, before the…children. Maybe I know about… Maybe it needed…information…?"

"Oh, Jesus. You're just guessing -"

"He's the one that recognized the angelic script, Dean." Sam starts flipping books shut – tidying away the papers he's scribbled on and Dean sighs.

"It just seems really far fetched, Sam, you know? I mean – angels?"

"Don't you think they exist?" Rafe is looking at him curiously, his fingers working, working, working – wrists flexing under the chain. Smell of fresh blood in Dean's nostrils, blood and old iron and his stomach lurches a little.

"What I know exists are monsters. Evil fucking monsters. If there are angels out there…they're sure not helping."

"Angels aren't the…good guys," Rafe says, and his voice is a little distant – a little strange. "They're terrible beings of fire and vengeance. Soldiers of God that no one may divert."

"Some stories say they taught humans things. Medicine and…" Sam waves his hand, yawning. "Stuff…skills. About love."

Rafe looks at Sam, his white face oddly shadowed by the bruises. His eyes, Dean notices, are a clear and crystalline grey, ringed with black. "They taught them about jealousy, too. About power and covetousness and desire... There wasn't a war in Heaven for nothing, hunter."

Sam flinches a little – looks like he wants to object. Like he's going to whip out the laptop and start looking up examples of angelic goodness on Angels-R-Us dot com or something and Dean pushes himself to his feet. "Okay, great, angels suck, whatever. I'm starving. Sam –?"

"I think we really need to get that chain off," Sam says, leaning forward and looking at Rafe's wrists and Dean wants to tell him forget it. But Rafe looks like a five-year-old could take him out and he sure didn't try to hurt them back at the warehouse. "Dean," Sam says, looking up when Dean doesn't say anything.

And Dean sighs, because what the fuck else is he gonna do? "Yeah, okay. Jesus."

"He actually was a good guy," Rafe says, and Sam laughs. He's got his lock-picks out again and he bends over the snarl of chain, delicately probing the padlock's innards. Dean shoves his Glock into his waist and a rosary in his pocket and wishes he had something else – something more. Wishes he had the Colt and one more bullet but that's…lost now. Like so much else. So he just stands there watching Sam do his thing and eventually the Master Lock clicks open, stiff with grime and blood.

The revealed skin under the chain is a mess of bruises and deep welts – skin rubbed raw and bloody. It's not so bad around Rafe's throat but Sam still winces as he helps unwind the links and Rafe's eyes are wet, lashes clumped together, by the time Sam's done.

"Wow, that's really… I've got some Betadine and stuff, why don't we clean this up?" Sam says, rolling the filthy sweater-sleeves up. Dean wants to tell him to stop being so fucking nice. Rafe just gets up, stiff and shaky, and shuffles to the sink that's against the far wall. Sam follows him, first aid kit in his hand.

Dean slumps back down onto the bed. *Never gonna get anything to fucking eat.*



Chapter four.
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Monday, October 30th, 2006 07:36 pm (UTC)
"Angels aren't the…good guys," Rafe says, and his voice is a little distant – a little strange. "They're terrible beings of fire and vengeance. Soldiers of God that no one may divert."

I like this view of angels as OT or older and not the mall version.
*waits patiently for more*
Monday, October 30th, 2006 08:52 pm (UTC)
oh. So good.

Like being fed a small piece of the finest, darkest chocolate every day.

And Rafe scares me, in a wonderful shiver-up-the-spine kind of way.

**twirls you**

*luffs hard*

Monday, October 30th, 2006 09:14 pm (UTC)
Angels? This is so exciting! *g*
Monday, October 30th, 2006 11:00 pm (UTC)
Oy, Teh Eyelashes in your icon. *melts*

I've been cautiously reading this because Wincest scares me, but it's got a very intriguing plot! I'd love to see them deal with angels on the show.
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Monday, October 30th, 2006 11:36 pm (UTC)
Love this, I'm really glad I ran across this fic. It's becoming really fascinating with its delving into Angel lore and their being not fluffy little cherubic beings but Gods messengers and soldiers. And I'm beginning to think Rafe may be an angel, maybe the demon needed him to transfer his angelic essence into himself. Well whatever he is he's not a normal human, but I guess we'll find out later.
Monday, October 30th, 2006 11:50 pm (UTC)
Hmmmmm... I have definite ideas about our boy Rafe. Yep. As to what was taken from him... if he is who I think he is, there are a lot of scary possibilities about THAT, now aren't there? *grins* Can't wait to see if I'm right. LOVING the daily treat. ^___^
Tuesday, October 31st, 2006 12:14 am (UTC)
Interesting subject Angels, I read a lot about them when I was researching demons so I can't wait to see where this goes!
Tuesday, October 31st, 2006 01:35 am (UTC)
Dude, you said one of the magic words that are sure to have me sticking with the fic: angels. *bounce* *baffs you lightly with a pillow* Moremoremoremoremore! *grin*
Tuesday, October 31st, 2006 01:53 am (UTC)
So short ;_; Can't wait till tomorrow for the next part! Lovely writing, as usual.

Wincest coming up soon? Yes? *___*
Tuesday, October 31st, 2006 01:54 am (UTC)
ACK!!They let him *GO*??????
No! I don't trust it!
Tuesday, October 31st, 2006 03:49 am (UTC)
YOU ARE THE EVOL!! YOU!!

btw, am enjoying the ds! *grin*

EVOL!!!
Tuesday, October 31st, 2006 04:28 am (UTC)
if...if...Tommy the Bull is Welling and Rosey is Mikey--than I'm crying tears of joy and I neeeeeeeed to have prison fic--I neeeeed to have Kane under Tommy the Bull like--RIGHT NOW!!!
I weep with joy for friends like you, who love me. *CLINGS*
Tuesday, October 31st, 2006 11:38 am (UTC)
OMG!! YES!! YES!! It's heeeem! God, I'm insanely happy right now! That my friend, is crack of the highest quality! I can see Mikey, being an asshole to everyone and only getting away with it because Thomas has decided to look out for him and everyone is scare shitless of Thomas--except he lets Jensen kick Mikey's ass, becausee it's a thing with them...*happy sigh*
Tuesday, October 31st, 2006 04:08 pm (UTC)
*cries at further evidence of your love*
This is the most fun thing ever! All the hot boys together! I can see DB in a prison yard so easily it's scary. *G*
Tuesday, October 31st, 2006 03:38 pm (UTC)
Head hurts and not enough coffee, but I just gotta tell you that this is soooo freakin' good!

Nice to see Angels described as something other than soft and fluffy too. *nods*
Friday, November 3rd, 2006 07:53 pm (UTC)
Dude. Wow.
And also? Thank you for acknowledging that Angels aren't freaking cuddly.
Seriously. They're SOLDIERS FOR GOD.
That? Is some seriously scary stuff.
Can't wait to read the next bit!
Saturday, November 4th, 2006 05:11 pm (UTC)
Hee.
This is such an awesome piece!
Saturday, November 18th, 2006 12:49 am (UTC)
Rafe looks away, clearly not involving himself and Dean just stares down at his hands for a moment. At the black specks imbedded in his knuckles – at the ragged skin around his nails. He needs a shower, he needs to get laid, he needs a fucking drink.

i love your dean voice; especially these glimpses into his random thought process, feels very real!

and n'awww, sammy is such a sweetheart:)
Friday, January 5th, 2007 01:35 am (UTC)
Dean comes awake to the sound of voices, talking softly.

Of course, because Sam's curious, Rafe's too tired to be anything but cooperative and who'd know more about some kid-murdering demon than an angel?

Okay. Hit me." Dean gets up and moves around the bed – settles again on the corner nearest Sam and then he notices something. "Dude – what the hell?" he asks, staring at Rafe. Who's still chained, yeah, but his legs are pulled up into the chair seat, the rope coiled up and tidy on the floor. The chain's laying slack, the cuffs on the dresser top.

"He had to use the bathroom, Dean. What the hell was I supposed to do?"


Try not to squeeze too hard and remember to shake off when he's done?

Rafe looks away, clearly not involving himself and Dean just stares down at his hands for a moment. At the black specks imbedded in his knuckles – at the ragged skin around his nails. He needs a shower, he needs to get laid, he needs a fucking drink. "Sam… Yeah, okay. So – what're we up against?"

All three of them need that, I'd say.

"We think it's a demon, but – "

"We?"


Hah!

Sam makes the face that means he's ignoring Dean. Or – ignoring what he's saying. "Most of the symbols were in Latin or Hebrew but some of them were angelic script. From what I can tell, we have something trying to become something else."

Well, if it's trying to become something than a child-slaughtering bastard . . . I'd say the spell didn't work.

Sam makes an impatient noise and shifts a book out of the heap on the table – tilts it toward Dean. "In ancient Palestine, some of the first-born were sacrificed to 'Moloch', one of the Princes of Hell. They... burned them alive." Sam points to a passage and Dean squints, sleep-blurry eyes refusing to focus on the tiny, smudgy text. "Moloch is actually thought to be Ba'al or –"

"Sammy, please," Dean interrupts. "Half-awake version."


But I really liked Sam's version--speaking of versions, is this Moloch any relation to the one in BtVS, or did Joss just lift the name?

Sam almost smiles but it fades fast and Dean feels a flutter of unease in his belly. Rafe shifts in the chair, the chain clinking softly. "We think a demon is trying to bluff its way into heaven by transforming itself into an angel. Using borrowed…power, I guess. Power from those kids. Their…souls." Sam stops and breathes, his knuckles white on the spine of the book. "We think it was bargaining with Moloch for something. Information, probably. How to do it."

"Their souls? Are you sure, Sam?"

Sam nods stiffly, putting the book back down – fidgeting with papers and pens – not looking at Dean. "Pretty damn sure, man."


::coughs::'Cause Rafe's an angel!::clears throat::
Friday, January 5th, 2007 01:37 am (UTC)
"Christ," Dean mutters. He sits there, thinking. Sipping coffee and trying to get rid of the cold shivers going down his spine. Some…thing, taking souls. Some thing trying to get into a heaven Dean's not really sure he believes in… "Those kids weren't burned, Sammy."

"It burned selected…parts," Sam says, mouth turning down and his eyes going flat – angry. Dean remembers the thick, cooked-meat smell that had underlay everything else and grimaces.


God, that's just--awful. Something bold enough and evil enough to murder children, then steal their souls to break into heaven--and the cooked-meat smell. . . .

"Fuck. Okay. So – what's he got to do with all this?" Dean asks, shooting a hard look at Rafe, who cringes back just a little.

"We're not sure. Maybe he needed an adult sacrifice? Or –"


Or maybe he needed an angelic one.

"He's the one that recognized the angelic script, Dean."

Because--well, you know why.

"Don't you think they exist?" Rafe is looking at him curiously, his fingers working, working, working – wrists flexing under the chain. Smell of fresh blood in Dean's nostrils, blood and old iron and his stomach lurches a little.

"What I know exists are monsters. Evil fucking monsters. If there are angels out there…they're sure not helping."

"Angels aren't the…good guys," Rafe says, and his voice is a little distant – a little strange. "They're terrible beings of fire and vengeance. Soldiers of God that no one may divert."


Exactly. Their idea of 'good' and a human idea of good probably don't have much in common. After all, how many humans have participated in genocide? more than I'd like, but probably not as many as angels, relatively speaking.

"Some stories say they taught humans things. Medicine and…" Sam waves his hand, yawning. "Stuff…skills. About love."

There are people that teach monkeys to smoke. Is it good for the monkey? No. Though it is pretty entertaining to their evil overlords (i.e, humans).

Rafe looks at Sam, his white face oddly shadowed by the bruises. His eyes, Dean notices, are a clear and crystalline grey, ringed with black. "They taught them about jealousy, too. About power and covetousness and desire... There wasn't a war in Heaven for nothing, hunter."

::nods in agreement::

Sam flinches a little – looks like he wants to object. Like he's going to whip out the laptop and start looking up examples of angelic goodness on Angels-R-Us dot com or something and Dean pushes himself to his feet. "Okay, great, angels suck, whatever. I'm starving. Sam –?"

Dean's the man, especially the way you write him.

And Dean sighs, because what the fuck else is he gonna do? "Yeah, okay. Jesus."

"He actually was a good guy," Rafe says, and Sam laughs.


An angel with a sense of humor? Nice :)
Thursday, January 11th, 2007 03:56 am (UTC)
Just guessing cos I love to guess... even though I'm usually wrong... lol.
Is Rafe an angel by any chance? I was thinking that cos of his name, right away I think of Raphael...
Anyway... i'm really loving this.. you have the despair, the exhaustion... the everything! down pat.
You have Sam and Dean down too, go you!
Thursday, January 11th, 2007 04:18 am (UTC)
Course not! I just wanted to guess... so I can look back later and see whether I was right or wrong. lol.
This is great.