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Saturday, October 28th, 2006 04:15 pm
Hullo! Yes, a new fic. Not Spander, though - just so you all know ahead of time. Doesn't mean i'm abandoning my boys! Like I said in an earlier post...Spike and Xander are just going to have to scootch up a little and make room on the fandom couch for Sam and Dean. Heh.

Anyway, this is a finished fic that's going to be posted every day or so until it's done, but don't worry - 'Neverland' is going to be posted too! Adult, as always. Enjoy!

The title is from 'To the Man-of-War-Bird' by Walt Whitman. Pretentious? Very possibly, but it felt right. :)

Many, many, many thanks to the lovely [livejournal.com profile] reremouse for her steadfast re-re-re-reading and to [livejournal.com profile] darkhavens. What would i do without you? And to [livejournal.com profile] sweptawaybayou, 'cause she bounced and squeed all over this. *smooooooch*






"So, what's this thing again?" Dean asks, and Sam makes this sort of huffing noise, like he can't believe Dean's asking again. Not Dean's fault that the name's not as important as how to kill its evil ass. The car's only been off for five minutes and the cold January air is already slipping in, making Dean hunch his shoulders a little in his jacket.

"Bicho Papão. It's a Portuguese boogeyman. He's supposed to come with sacks and take bad kids away and sell them."

"Sell them. To who?" Dean wonders and Sam kind of shrugs.

"I dunno. The Spanish? Anyway – there's a lot of Portuguese immigrants around here so –"

"So the Sack Man kinda came along for the ride."

"Yeah." Sam checks his pockets for extra shells one last time and they slide out of the car. The footing is a little slick, the temperature hovering just above freezing. The sharp, metallic scent of snow is in the air and Dean hopes it will hold off until they're done here. He hates driving in snow, mostly because the other drivers are idiots. And he hates getting all that salt and mess on his baby.

Dean has his Glock tucked against the small of his back and his own shotgun, loaded with wrought iron rounds. Sack Man – boogeyman – they're all connected back to boggarts somehow, who're connected back to fairy, and the one true weapon against fairy is cold iron. So – shoot the bad guy, save the kids. Four, at last count. The latest one's been missing close to fifty hours – the first one already gone a week. Dean hates to see the wounded, wide-open faces of the grieving parents on the news.

*Kick some Portuguese…some Portu…huh.* "Hey, is there some kinda slang for people from Portugal?"

"No. There isn't." Sam frowns over at Dean and Dean rolls his eyes. Not like he's gonna start using it or anything, he's just curious. Some of Dad's Marine buddies had had names for every race and religion under the sun, but he'd never heard them verbally slur the Portuguese.

*Guess Sam's right. Which he doesn't need to know. Smug bastard.* Dean pats his own pocket, feeling the weight of a handful of shells. He doesn't imagine they'll need more than one shot each but 'be prepared' is one of the Winchester family mottos. Well, one they can claim out loud, at least.

"Okay, so – anything?" Sam asks, and Dean belatedly snaps on the EMF meter, frowning as it almost instantly goes nuts, squealing and spitting static.

"Fuck, guess so."

In front of them is an old warehouse, grimed bricks stained nearly black by the years. The two big, wooden doors are sagging and crooked – half off their hinges, the chain and padlock all that's keeping them together. Somewhere beyond the building are a dock and the sea and Dean can smell the thick scent of brine and rotting wood and fish in the cold, wet air.

They ease up to the doors and Dean turns the meter off, shoving it away into a pocket. There's faint light coming through the cracks in the doors and they both stop for a moment and peer through, trying to see – anything. But it's just shadows and a dim, amber light – candles maybe, or a bulb about to go out. Nothing concrete, so Dean just pulls at the hinge side of one of the doors, pivoting it up with a low groan and a clink of the chain. Sam compresses himself down impossibly small and duck-walks under the door edge. A moment later Dean slips through behind him and eases the door back into place.

They're surrounded by heaps of broken pallets and what looks like some kind of conveyer belt, snaking over half the stained concrete floor. The smell of fish is even stronger in here, even though Dean's sure this place has been out of commission for twenty years or more. It's an old cannery and the ghosts of long-dried scales glimmer in the shadows. A rusting chain-fall chimes softly, touched by some vagrant breeze, and Dean nudges Sam and they creep forward, toward the light.

They haven't even gotten half way across the building when Dean realizes they're too late. The smell of blood and piss and rot are unmistakable – choking – and they stop bothering to be quiet or even careful and just run.

All four kids are there – right there. Hung up in clotted chains, spread out and open like bruise-red stars and Dean feels his gorge rise, sick burn and too much spit in his mouth. Little blonde girl, little black-haired boy. A red-head and a brunette, none of them older than twelve. Dean just stands and stares, *…their heads are hanging down, thank God, can't see their eyes, can't see their eyes…* Sam's shoulders are curved down, his chin tucked. Fists so tight on the gun Dean can see every tendon standing out in sharp relief. There are marks scrawled on the walls and floor in what might be paint and what is most certainly blood. Little piles of charred stuff, burnt-down candles and cracked, yellow bones. Magic lingers in the air, tingling along Dean's skin.

The moth-dusted bulb hanging down on a frayed wire sways gently to and fro and for one heart-lurching, gut-twisting moment Dean thinks the kids move – thinks he sees them twist and flinch in silent agony. But no – nothing. The blood under their pitiful bodies is black and cracked and dry and whoever – whatever - did this is long gone.

"Dean –" Sam says, and he sounds like he did when he was eight and they found that little dead fawn along the side of the road. Soft, dappled flank and blood threading from its nose and Dean had just taken his hand and led him away.

"I know," Dean says, and swallows. The urge to vomit is being rapidly replaced by the urge to kill something – kill it hard. When there's the little click and scrape of something moving over in the shadows against the back wall, Dean feels his lips pulling back from his teeth in a silent, gleeful snarl.

He and Sam move like two halves of one whole, ducking and circling and inching past tangles of rusted steel, sharp edges just kissing calf or thigh or shoulder as they ghost past. The light is dim and smoky back here, but it's enough. It shows a serpentine of rusted chain, a pale, bare foot and tattered jeans and whatever is there isn't what they're looking for. Whatever is a whoever – a filthy knot of denim and raveling sweater and lank, dark hair. Curled up tight, pressed into the wall like they're trying to go through it.

Male – female – impossible to tell and Sam goes down on one knee, reaching out to touch the hunched, shivering shoulder. "Hey – you're gonna be okay, we're here to help –" Sam says, and the person flinches violently away. Hard enough to crack their head on the bricks – hard enough to startle Sam, who jerks back. "Shhh, hey – c'mon, I won't hurt you."

"Just burn me alive, just k-kill me with your f-fucking – kindness," the other says, voice stuttering through some damage or some illness, rasping and wrong. There's another slither and clink of the chain and Dean realizes that the rusting length is twisted tight around thin wrists – stretched taut up to a bruised throat. Plum and green and blue-black stains under the heavy links.

*Not what we're looking for, Jesus Christ, what the hell -?* Dean crouches down next to Sam and the figure flinches again, glitter of dark eyes through tangled hair. "Is it still here? The thing that hurt those kids?" The shaggy head shakes, no no no and Dean curses softly.

"What set the EMF meter off, then?" Sam asks. He puts his shotgun down – nowhere near the person, because you just don't do that. Dips his hand into his inner coat pocket, pulling out the little roll of lock picks he's had since he was thirteen.

"I dunno. That –" Dean nods his head toward the kids and the blood, swallowing. "That looks kinda…ritual-y, don't you think? Maybe some kind of – leftover energy?"

"Maybe." Sam reaches for the chain and the lock that's dangling crookedly under the crusted edge of a sweater sleeve. The person shudders all over and then freezes, head turned away. Eyes shut, as far as Dean can tell. Like they're just waiting to be hurt.

"Maybe it's still in here," Dean mutters. He takes the meter out again and turns it on and it screams. And the person does, jerking away from Sam and scrabbling on knees and bound hands away. To the limit of the chain, along the wall. Pulling up short when the chain runs out, sprawling on the pocked concrete. Twisting, uselessly fighting the corroded iron, bare feet pushing. Scraping off skin.

Dean clicks the meter off and the person shuts up, too, jaw snapping shut on that rasping wail. "Or maybe we're being fucking played," Dean growls.

Sam scoops up his shotgun, working the pump, and they advance on the person. It's just huddled there, curling up tight. Chest moving under the mud-colored yarn of the sweater in sharp gasps. Sam digs around in another pocket and pulls out his flask – unscrews the lid. Splashes holy water out in an arc, across fisted hands and the pale, bruised jaw just visible under the hair. Nothing. No smoke, no sizzle. The person – if it is a person – sighs out a long, trembling breath.

"Spiritus, in quo daemonia eiiciuntur…" the voice whispers, chin finally coming up – hair shifting back enough to show blood-shot eyes and more bruises. The Latin strangely accented, twisting the words. But Dean still recognizes them. 'Spirit, by whom demons are expelled…'

"Miserere nobis." Sam and Dean's reply is automatic – reflex. 'Have mercy on us.' But Dean's not feeling very merciful. He pushes his shotgun into Sam's hands and Sam nods once.

"I've got questions – you'd better have some fucking answers," Dean says. Bends down and grabs a handful of the noxious sweater and jerks the person to their feet. The face under the grime and the blood is neither male nor female. It's ageless and too pretty and that pushes Dean right over into the 'not human' side of thinking. So he doesn't feel too bad when he cocks his arm back and punches, hard as he can.

The thing goes out like a switched-off light and Dean lets the body slump back to the floor. "Go get the bolt-cutters, Sam," Dean says, taking back his shotgun – taking a step back from the prone figure on the floor. "We need enough chain to make sure whatever this is can't get away. Then we're gonna find a payphone and call the cops. Those kids…" Dean stops, sighing softly.

"They need to go home," Sam finishes. He rubs his fingers over his forehead, his head probably pounding. "Yeah, okay." He holds Dean's gaze with his own for a long moment and then he's gone and Dean crouches down just out of range, shotgun held easily across his knee. Thinking for a moment how much it's going to suck for these kids' families, getting a call past midnight. They'll know before anything's even been said – they'll know the minute their phones ring.

*Sorry. God, so fucking sorry…*





The bit of Latin is from this exorcism ritual: 'Exorcismale'. PDF.


Chapter two.
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Saturday, October 28th, 2006 09:57 pm (UTC)
Okay, I'm pretty up on the pairings from most fandoms, but you've stumped me, Sam and Dean? Who dat?

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Saturday, October 28th, 2006 09:58 pm (UTC)
Right so... More? More now? RIght now? :)

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Saturday, October 28th, 2006 10:05 pm (UTC)
*dances with joy*

Yayayayay!!!!

So good, baby. SO very very good. You simply put us there with your words and carry us along until we're running, breathless and swept away.

Can't wait for the rest.

:D

**twirls you wildly**
Saturday, October 28th, 2006 10:10 pm (UTC)
One of the aspects of your writing that I groove and appreciate so much is the sense of place you create. Lines lke this: A rusting chain-fall chimes softly, touched by some vagrant breeze, and Dean nudges Sam and they creep forward, toward the light.

Deceptively simple and a treat to read. I love your mad skills.

I'm locked up tight, all yours, for however many chapters are in store.
Saturday, October 28th, 2006 10:11 pm (UTC)
Oooo, I can't wait to see where this goes.
Saturday, October 28th, 2006 10:41 pm (UTC)
Dude. That's an insanely good beginning.

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Saturday, October 28th, 2006 10:54 pm (UTC)
EHHHHHH!!!! I can't wait for more of this. So well written and genuinely scary.
Saturday, October 28th, 2006 11:26 pm (UTC)
I have no soul for it has been given to stolen by awesome authors such as yourself. I hope you're proud of yourself. ^_~
Saturday, October 28th, 2006 11:36 pm (UTC)
Oh god, why do you do this to me??? I can not resist you, you evol-ness you.
I'm in.
Sunday, October 29th, 2006 12:19 am (UTC)
Dude. Excellent beginning. Write more, please! Your writing is expressive and intriguing. I'm excited to read the rest. :-)
Sunday, October 29th, 2006 02:07 am (UTC)
you have me hooked ...cant wait to read the next part
Sunday, October 29th, 2006 02:22 am (UTC)
Oooooooo yes! loverly loverly loverly!
Sunday, October 29th, 2006 03:43 am (UTC)
Yes! I've been hanging out for you to plunge into SPN. I have to ask, is this the x-over you were talking about a while ago?
Sunday, October 29th, 2006 04:41 am (UTC)
Very intriguing! Can't wait to read more.
Sunday, October 29th, 2006 10:54 am (UTC)
Not another WIP....?
Yes, but it's a Tabaqui WIP!
True! Okay, that makes it all better.

Intriguing. And it is held prisoner by iron. I'm flashing back to Jack of the Green. But who imprisoned it? Who/what killed the kids, and why? They all hale from Faerie... Very intriguing.

So.... how often did you say you were going to update? Daily? Oh, great (damn, that's probably faster than I can read).
Sunday, October 29th, 2006 04:15 pm (UTC)
Ooh!!! Long Supernatural from you, this can only be good!
I'm intrigued by who or what they've found.
Wonderful start!
Sunday, October 29th, 2006 06:45 pm (UTC)
Wonderful.
Monday, October 30th, 2006 11:49 am (UTC)
oooh, I can't believe I just found this. *scampers off to read pt 2 urgently*
Monday, October 30th, 2006 03:59 pm (UTC)
I'm hooked! I wanna know who/what this mysterious person is!

This made me melt. This is so Sam&Dean!
"Dean –" Sam says, and he sounds like he did when he was eight and they found that little dead fawn along the side of the road. Soft, dappled flank and blood threading from its nose and Dean had just taken his hand and led him away.

Monday, October 30th, 2006 07:22 pm (UTC)
he sounds like he did when he was eight and they found that little dead fawn along the side of the road. Soft, dappled flank and blood threading from its nose and Dean had just taken his hand and led him away.

Why I dig your writing: it's sensory; there are details like the one above that have us in the boys' heads; you can write plot and character and dialogue and description. All in the same fic!
Thursday, November 2nd, 2006 10:38 pm (UTC)
Oh god, I can' believe you're going to suck me in to Supernatural fic,. I resisted the series - got bored to be honest, but this thing, I'm interested in.

Will catch up with rest over the weekend when I have more time, and hopefully more sanity...

You do know you're a witch don't you, there is not other rational explantion.
Saturday, November 18th, 2006 12:26 am (UTC)
oh yaye\o/ awesome!! i'd been trying to jump over and read this since i noticed you were a writer, so glad i've finally gotten the chance. what a powerful opening chapter!

and this-

"Dean –" Sam says, and he sounds like he did when he was eight and they found that little dead fawn along the side of the road. Soft, dappled flank and blood threading from its nose and Dean had just taken his hand and led him away.

such a quietly beautiful moment. very, very nice!
Friday, January 5th, 2007 12:17 am (UTC)
"Bicho Papão. It's a Portuguese boogeyman. He's supposed to come with sacks and take bad kids away and sell them."

"Sell them. To who?" Dean wonders and Sam kind of shrugs.

"I dunno. The Spanish?"


That just makes me snorfle. The Spanish?
::snorfles::

The footing is a little slick, the temperature hovering just above freezing. The sharp, metallic scent of snow is in the air and Dean hopes it will hold off until they're done here. He hates driving in snow, mostly because the other drivers are idiots. And he hates getting all that salt and mess on his baby.

A moment of pure Dean-ness. I can actually picture him armed with the salt gun, standing guard against that first snowflake.

Sack Man – boogeyman – they're all connected back to boggarts somehow, who're connected back to fairy, and the one true weapon against fairy is cold iron.

Fucking-a! But when I say stuff like that, people look at me like I'm weird. But they're the ones gonna be sorry when Fairy-on-Earth wreak its awful vengeance on us mortal types. I'll be laughing in my cold iron shed while they're being drowned by a waterhorse. Hah!

So – shoot the bad guy, save the kids. Four, at last count. The latest one's been missing close to fifty hours – the first one already gone a week. Dean hates to see the wounded, wide-open faces of the grieving parents on the news.

Though it's that gung-ho shoot-first-question-never attitude Dean shows to the world, it's powered by those grieving parents'--and childrens' faces. Bloodlust can only take a person so far, and for Dean, it's never been just about that, anyway.

*Kick some Portuguese…some Portu…huh.* "Hey, is there some kinda slang for people from Portugal?"

"No. There isn't." Sam frowns over at Dean and Dean rolls his eyes. Not like he's gonna start using it or anything, he's just curious. Some of Dad's Marine buddies had had names for every race and religion under the sun, but he'd never heard them verbally slur the Portuguese.


Yeah, I tried googling it, and nada. Goddamn those Portuguese bastards.

They're surrounded by heaps of broken pallets and what looks like some kind of conveyer belt, snaking over half the stained concrete floor. The smell of fish is even stronger in here, even though Dean's sure this place has been out of commission for twenty years or more. It's an old cannery and the ghosts of long-dried scales glimmer in the shadows. A rusting chain-fall chimes softly, touched by some vagrant breeze, and Dean nudges Sam and they creep forward, toward the light.

Old canneries are bad news. And I'm totally not being glib, I mean, when was the last time anything good in one? And that rotten fish smell after all these years . . . when ghosts or supernatural whosiwhatsits are around, aren't olfactory senses the first to pick on them? People smell oranges or cinnamon, and it's really Gramma? Or rotten fish turns out to be Sack Man?

They haven't even gotten half way across the building when Dean realizes they're too late. The smell of blood and piss and rot are unmistakable – choking – and they stop bothering to be quiet or even careful and just run.

I was hoping they were still alive. Like in Two Roads Diverged, can't save them all, no matter how hard you try, and how hard you fight.
Friday, January 5th, 2007 12:19 am (UTC)
All four kids are there – right there. Hung up in clotted chains, spread out and open like bruise-red stars and Dean feels his gorge rise, sick burn and too much spit in his mouth. Little blonde girl, little black-haired boy. A red-head and a brunette, none of them older than twelve. Dean just stands and stares, *…their heads are hanging down, thank God, can't see their eyes, can't see their eyes…* Sam's shoulders are curved down, his chin tucked. Fists so tight on the gun Dean can see every tendon standing out in sharp relief. There are marks scrawled on the walls and floor in what might be paint and what is most certainly blood. Little piles of charred stuff, burnt-down candles and cracked, yellow bones. Magic lingers in the air, tingling along Dean's skin.

Portrait of a grown man reduced to child-like terror and disgust. When they catch this thing, they've gotta kill it hard and kill it a lot.

The moth-dusted bulb hanging down on a frayed wire sways gently to and fro and for one heart-lurching, gut-twisting moment Dean thinks the kids move – thinks he sees them twist and flinch in silent agony. But no – nothing. The blood under their pitiful bodies is black and cracked and dry and whoever – whatever - did this is long gone.

Of course the ones he can't save haunt him. I think more so than they haunt Sam, and that's why Dean's so into hunting. Imagine how many ghosts he'd have if he quit hunting? I think it's the same for John, too, which was why he couldn't understand Sam leaving. He and Dean have no real choice, whether it's obsession forcing their hands, or just not wanting to deal with the ghosts of slaughtered innocents. For all that he's so sensitive, and in many ways, he can turn it off, if he chooses. John can't turn off Mary's voice, or the voices of Sam and Dean crying in terror and confusion. Dean can't turn off the voices of the ones he didn't save.

"Dean –" Sam says, and he sounds like he did when he was eight and they found that little dead fawn along the side of the road. Soft, dappled flank and blood threading from its nose and Dean had just taken his hand and led him away.

That's grisly, but oddly sweet, makes me wish I'd had a sibling like Dean--or a chance to be a sibling like Dean.

To the limit of the chain, along the wall. Pulling up short when the chain runs out, sprawling on the pocked concrete. Twisting, uselessly fighting the corroded iron, bare feet pushing. Scraping off skin.

Huh. Okay, I'm thinking if this is some kinda fairy--ahem--those iron chains aren't doing it any good. Maybe making it sick?

Sam scoops up his shotgun, working the pump, and they advance on the person. It's just huddled there, curling up tight. Chest moving under the mud-colored yarn of the sweater in sharp gasps. Sam digs around in another pocket and pulls out his flask – unscrews the lid. Splashes holy water out in an arc, across fisted hands and the pale, bruised jaw just visible under the hair. Nothing. No smoke, no sizzle. The person – if it is a person – sighs out a long, trembling breath.

And it wouldn't effect a fairy. They're not--well, not all of them--evil. Cold iron, not church water is fairy-bane.

The thing goes out like a switched-off light and Dean lets the body slump back to the floor. "Go get the bolt-cutters, Sam," Dean says, taking back his shotgun – taking a step back from the prone figure on the floor. "We need enough chain to make sure whatever this is can't get away.

Smart Dean.

Dean crouches down just out of range, shotgun held easily across his knee. Thinking for a moment how much it's going to suck for these kids' families, getting a call past midnight. They'll know before anything's even been said – they'll know the minute their phones ring.

*Sorry. God, so fucking sorry…*


He's gonna be hearing their voices for a long time. Even after they kill Sack Man. . . .