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Well, just had to get this out.
But, let me give you a little warning, eh?
And - as an aside, i really never do the whole 'rating, spoilers, pairing' thing at the beginning of this sort of thing. Do i need to? I never read those... I wonder if that sort of thing is terribly important? Anyway, on to the acutal warning for this chapter.
This chapter is a bit gory. And not in a sexy, kinky, blood-play kinda way, but in a hurt and kill kinda way. I doubt i'll get this...specific...again. I also may have just lost a few readers. BUT... I felt like it had to go this way, and believe me when i say this is NOT how it's going to be from here on out. But some things have to work themselves out. Okay? Okay. I don't let my bois suffer forever, trust me! I hope everyone can still enjoy this bit, and want to come back for the rest.
The memories function seems to be working again, yay! So previous parts of Credence are here.
It's also at being archived at Scarecrow Horses.
This soldier was some sort of special kind - the American equivalent of the SAS, Spike supposed - and he eluded them for some time. But no human could ever truly elude a hunting vampire, and Xander moved beside him like a wraith - silent, graceful, and as greedy for blood as Spike was.
They ended it, finally, quite near Spike's usual hidey-hole - frightened humans herded well. The man had gotten himself partway up a rusting ladder and was trying to pry the manhole cover off and be silent, as well. His composure and his training had slowly deserted him as Spike and Xander had trailed him through the dark. Mostly because Spike had kept up a running commentary of what he'd done to the other soldiers he'd brought down here, complete with name and rank. This soldier, Spike knew, had recognized the names of 'Missing, presumed dead' companions.
Now he hung above them in the near-blackness, his panting breath whistling through his nose, his trembling muscles not up to the task of heaving the manhole cover free. Spike lit a cigarette and watched the man cringe from the sudden light, and he grinned up at him.
"Good run, Joe. Why not come down now - see if you can make a deal? Might let you go if you can...do something." The soldier stared at him - at Xander. At two not-so-big or old men. Something was going through his mind - Spike could see it - and he saw the moment when the soldier's training told him he was more than a match for a boy and a slender punk.
*Come on down, Joe - come on down. I think the rabbit wants to have a few words with you.* The soldier climbed down a few rungs - dropped the rest of the way and Xander took a step forward, head down and hands in fists at his side. Spike reached out and laid his hand on Xander's neck, curling his fingers in the long hair.
"Slow and easy does it, pet," he said, and the soldier's eyes narrowed, and his stance shifted - straighter and a touch more confident.
"Fuckin' fags," he hissed, and Spike smiled at him. But Xander launched himself, a flat, deadly leap that drove the soldier back hard into the wall and the ladder. His skull rung off the curved re-bar and he dropped like a stone. Xander crouched over him and Spike lost his smile.
"Better not have killed him, rabbit," he said, walking over. Xander looked up and Spike froze in complete surprise. The boy's eyes were glowing a deep greenish-gold, and his face was twisted in a snarl that showed all his teeth. One hand darted out and twisted up a fistful of the green dress jacket and Xander rose, hauling the limp body up with a jerk. His other hand smacked solidly into Spike's chest, driving him back a step.
"It's mine," Xander growled, and his voice was hoarse and guttural. No fear in his scent, only rage and lust and something sharply foreign - a heavy, rich musk that made the demon roar to the surface. Spike slammed into Xander, his hands on the boy's throat, driving him back into the wall hard enough to make his breath ummph out of him. His hold on the soldier was lost and the unconscious man tumbled to the floor. They were nose to nose, foreheads almost touching, and Spike roared, the sound reverberating down the tunnels and making the boy hiss and snap his teeth and cringe, all at the same time.
"He's yours if I say he's yours, rabbit. Don't forget who's the master here and who's the fuckin' pet." Spike shook him a little and Xander tried to break his hold, tried to knock his arms up and apart. Spike just leaned a little harder into him - grinned fiercely when he felt the hard ridge of the Xander's erection dig into his thigh. Xander's hands clawed at the sleeves of his duster.
"I said - only if I say. Do. You. Understand?" Spike knocked him back into the wall with each word, leaning his whole body into Xander's and grinding his hips. Xander was drawing painful, desperate breaths and Spike eased his choke-hold the tiniest bit - kissed him roughly with fangs and tongue, sucking at the blood that welled from his wounded mouth.
"What's the answer, rabbit?" Spike breathed, hips still rocking into the boy's, forehead to forehead. The demonic features pressed into Xander human ones and Xander twisted violently, once and then sagged in Spike's grip.
"Y-yessss, you fuck, yes."
"Yes what?" Spike purred, licking stray drops of blood from lips and chin and Xander's hips bucked up, his hands locked on Spike's forearms, death-grip that would leave bruises on a human.
"Yes, I understand," he rasped, and this time when Spike lapped at the last traces of blood his mouth parted and Spike shivered in delight as Xander's tongue slid along his briefly - flickered over his fangs.
"Good rabbit. Sweet rabbit," Spike crooned, and he let one hand drop to Xander's hip and force him a little closer, feeling the cool rush of indrawn breath as his fingernails dug deep, making cuts in the jeans Xander wore. "You'll get a reward for that," Spike whispered. The soldier, forgotten on the wet concrete, choose that moment to stir and make a moaning sort of noise, and Spike considered, glancing down at him briefly. One hard stomp of a well-placed heel and he could snap the man's sternum and crush his heart. Dead in a minute and then he could get on with...rewards. But he felt Xander twitch - saw the flare in the boy's eyes, the hyena coming back, and Spike decided he wanted to know how far - how much - how deep. He kissed Xander again, crushing split lips back against his teeth and then let him go -backed off.
"Let's get him into my parlor, shall we?" Spike asked, and Xander - hands on thighs, coughing - looked up at Spike and grinned.
The scavengers hadn't had as much time with the last soldier as the next-to-last, and there was still wizened flesh on the strung-out bones. The odor of rot tinged the still air, and Xander stood stock still for a moment and then moved over towards the corpse, reaching out.
*Hyenas and carrion. That's one habit we don't want to encourage.*
"Don't touch it, rabbit. Hard to get the stink off. The wolf wouldn't like it." Half-crouching over the remains Xander glanced up and then moved slowly away. Spike dumped the soldier to the floor and dug into his duster for the handcuffs that the vamp-cop had never reclaimed. He rolled the soldier on his belly and tightened them around his wrists, and then went to kick at the corpse, knocking the skull away so he could free the chain. That he unlocked and wound around the hand-cuff chains and then re-locked. The soldier stirred again, trying to sit up. Spike lit the Coleman lantern and turned it to a pleasant golden glow, then went to lean on the wall near the entry, taking advantage of a stray breeze to clear the smell from his nose a little. He lit a cigarette and watched bewilderment and then comprehension wash over the soldier's face as he struggled upright.
Xander was pacing the confines of the room - a sort of oubliette, except you got in at floor-level. He idly kicked bones and bits of metal - uniform insignia and belt buckles - and then bent down and picked up a shattered thigh-bone. He turned it in his hands and then walked over to the soldier who was on his knees, watching them. Xander crouched down and showed the man the bone, fingering the sharp edges where it had fractured and split. The soldier flinched away from him, panting a little.
"What the f-fuck do you want? Why am I here?"
"Lots of reasons," Xander said softly, tapping the bone on the man's knee. "Mostly because your kind....fucked up."
"My kind? What the hell -?" Xander stared at the man, and Spike could see the unearthly glow in his eyes - could see that there was blood on his mouth still and when Xander skinned his lips back, silent snarl, there was blood on his teeth.
"Your kind. Humans. Soldiers. You know - he - "and Xander pointed at Spike with the bone - "did this with his hands, I'll bet. Wanna see how?" And that grin was back.
*Rabbit, rabbit - you're a quick learner,* Spike thought, and he flicked his cigarette butt away and stepped up, morphing into the demon. "Be happy to demonstrate," he said, and the man screamed.
Xander glanced up from where he was crouching, and Spike saw there was a smear of blood across his cheek. He'd taken t-shirt and flannel off - 'don't want to get them all gory, do I?' and his skin was the color of a chamois in the lamplight. The figure stretched before him bubbled out a thin stream of blood and made a noise rather like a pig being killed. Xander drew his hand back from the hole in the man's side and regarded the blood and bits of tissue that clung to his fingers and knuckles.
"So tell me, rabbit. Why do you hate the soldiers so?" Xander's hand clenched to a fist and he pressed the knuckles to his mouth, oblivious to the gore.
"I don't...want..."
"Course you do, rabbit. Or, rather, you may not, but you will. Besides, one way or another, you'll tell me." Xander glanced up at him again and Spike could hear his heartbeat picking up - could smell old fear creeping up in him. "It's all right, rabbit. I'm here," he coaxed, and Xander reached out tentatively towards the soldier again, tapping his fingers along the man's bared chest. The soldier twitched minutely but was too weak to do anything else.
"They - were running all over Sunnydale. Especially after that Dr. Walsh tried to kill Buffy. They started getting - out of control. Had this idea that if you weren't with 'em - you were against 'em." Xander looked up at Spike again and licked his blood-smeared lips nervously. Then he paused and licked them again, slow. He looked at his hand and his tongue went out, to lick a spot on the back of his hand clean.
"Is - does it -?"
"Blood later, pet. Story first." Spike lit a cigarette and came to crouch opposite the boy, ignoring the useless convulsion that wracked the soldier's body as he tried to get away from the vampire.
"They - were hunting us, too. Scoobies." There was a wealth of longing and rage and sorrow in that word - in Xander's green-glowing eyes, and Spike smoked and watched him lower his head and rub his cleaner hand back through his hair, then look up at Spike again. "They wanted to get Buffy - back. She'd been working with them for a while..." Xander stopped again and held his hand out, his fingers trembling, and Spike passed him the cigarette. The boy smoked, one, two, then three drags, staring at nothing in particular. Then he handed the cigarette back. Spike could taste the soldier's blood on the filter.
"We were out, patrolling. We finished and Buffy and Willow went back to the dorms. I - was cutting across campus and four of them were there. I didn't think... It seemed too open. Too many - people. But they saw me and got me into this little...place. Like a little garden area. All sunk." Xander stroked his bloodied hand down the soldier's stomach - let his fingers rest on the shivering muscles just below his navel. Spike had shredded his trousers away earlier, demonstrating how easily thigh-bones broke.
"They wanted to know... Can't even remember." Xander dug his nails into the soldier's belly and the man choked, moaning. His arms were beneath him and Spike could hear the soldier's fingers scrabbling at the concrete. "I think - they wanted to know about Buffy. Hit me some. But -" Xander shrugged - dragged his nails down lower and the soldier kicked feebly with his heels. Spike reached without looking and slapped him across the face.
"Quiet, Joe. You're interrupting. Go on, pet. What happened?" Xander's nails were half sunk into the flesh just above the soldier's penis now, and blood welled sluggishly from around them.
"Not like I never got hit. It didn't.... I didn't care much. But then they... Did you ever notice, Spike, how the really macho guys - the really big soldier types - they all have this weird....thing...about gay sex?" Spike blinked and finished his cigarette - put it out absently on the nearest bit of bloodied flesh.
*What in fuck is he talking about? What 'thing'?* "What do you mean, Xander?" Xander's fingers went deeper and the soldier squealed - rolled his hips, trying to get away. Xander whipped his head around, snarling, and the glow was back. He pressed down hard and the man arched, his mouth open in a soundless scream.
"I mean - they think the best thing in the fuckin' world is two girls goin' at it, and the worst fuckin' thing is two guys. They think - if they do that to somebody, it'll break 'em right in half." Xander pulled his hand back slowly, then stroked a little lower. The soldier's scrotum was empty and ragged, a bloody flap.
"Did you, love? Break right in half?" Spike asked, and Xander looked sharply up at him, his mouth open just a little, his eyes feral and glowing but wet.
"Not even when they fuckin' used the barrel of their fuckin' pistols. Funny, they all got hard for it, too." Xander's voice had dropped, sibilant growl, and Spike shivered all over.
*Oh, the beast loves this... Tease that beast out - kiss it and call it and collar it. And won't it look fine, at the end of my lead...*
"They tried to... Well, they tried. But the first one that put this -" and Xander grasped the soldier's flaccid penis, holding it almost lovingly in the palm of his hand. "He got a very bad surprise. Did you know - a hyena's jaws can exert almost one thousand pounds of pressure per square inch?" Xander's hand closed down slowly, and the man jerked. "A human bite's nowhere near that, but this flesh -" and Xander squeezed harder, "this flesh is damn fragile, really. I bit right through it. Had to actually - spit some out, when they dragged him away." Xander grinned up at Spike from beneath his eyelashes, his hand abruptly opening and going back to the hole, to probe inside. The soldier thrashed weakly, and Spike knew he was close to being dead.
"What'dya think, Spike? Think I can pull his fuckin' dick up through his stomach from the inside?" Spike put his hand on the soldier's chest and leaned forward, bracing on snapped ribs. He slid his other hand around the back of Xander's neck and pulled him close. Xander resisted for a moment and then leaned in as well, and his forearm slipped inside, pushing up a bulge in the soldier's abdomen. The kiss was slow and thorough, and Spike drew back with a small smile on his lips. Xander's eyes were half-closed, and he ran the tip of his tongue out, touching the underside of his upper lip.
"Why don't you find out, pet, and then we'll get home. The wolf is probably missing us." Xander blinked and nodded - looked down at the soldier's face.
"Yeah. He's getting' all - dead. Time to go."
But, let me give you a little warning, eh?
And - as an aside, i really never do the whole 'rating, spoilers, pairing' thing at the beginning of this sort of thing. Do i need to? I never read those... I wonder if that sort of thing is terribly important? Anyway, on to the acutal warning for this chapter.
This chapter is a bit gory. And not in a sexy, kinky, blood-play kinda way, but in a hurt and kill kinda way. I doubt i'll get this...specific...again. I also may have just lost a few readers. BUT... I felt like it had to go this way, and believe me when i say this is NOT how it's going to be from here on out. But some things have to work themselves out. Okay? Okay. I don't let my bois suffer forever, trust me! I hope everyone can still enjoy this bit, and want to come back for the rest.
The memories function seems to be working again, yay! So previous parts of Credence are here.
It's also at being archived at Scarecrow Horses.
This soldier was some sort of special kind - the American equivalent of the SAS, Spike supposed - and he eluded them for some time. But no human could ever truly elude a hunting vampire, and Xander moved beside him like a wraith - silent, graceful, and as greedy for blood as Spike was.
They ended it, finally, quite near Spike's usual hidey-hole - frightened humans herded well. The man had gotten himself partway up a rusting ladder and was trying to pry the manhole cover off and be silent, as well. His composure and his training had slowly deserted him as Spike and Xander had trailed him through the dark. Mostly because Spike had kept up a running commentary of what he'd done to the other soldiers he'd brought down here, complete with name and rank. This soldier, Spike knew, had recognized the names of 'Missing, presumed dead' companions.
Now he hung above them in the near-blackness, his panting breath whistling through his nose, his trembling muscles not up to the task of heaving the manhole cover free. Spike lit a cigarette and watched the man cringe from the sudden light, and he grinned up at him.
"Good run, Joe. Why not come down now - see if you can make a deal? Might let you go if you can...do something." The soldier stared at him - at Xander. At two not-so-big or old men. Something was going through his mind - Spike could see it - and he saw the moment when the soldier's training told him he was more than a match for a boy and a slender punk.
*Come on down, Joe - come on down. I think the rabbit wants to have a few words with you.* The soldier climbed down a few rungs - dropped the rest of the way and Xander took a step forward, head down and hands in fists at his side. Spike reached out and laid his hand on Xander's neck, curling his fingers in the long hair.
"Slow and easy does it, pet," he said, and the soldier's eyes narrowed, and his stance shifted - straighter and a touch more confident.
"Fuckin' fags," he hissed, and Spike smiled at him. But Xander launched himself, a flat, deadly leap that drove the soldier back hard into the wall and the ladder. His skull rung off the curved re-bar and he dropped like a stone. Xander crouched over him and Spike lost his smile.
"Better not have killed him, rabbit," he said, walking over. Xander looked up and Spike froze in complete surprise. The boy's eyes were glowing a deep greenish-gold, and his face was twisted in a snarl that showed all his teeth. One hand darted out and twisted up a fistful of the green dress jacket and Xander rose, hauling the limp body up with a jerk. His other hand smacked solidly into Spike's chest, driving him back a step.
"It's mine," Xander growled, and his voice was hoarse and guttural. No fear in his scent, only rage and lust and something sharply foreign - a heavy, rich musk that made the demon roar to the surface. Spike slammed into Xander, his hands on the boy's throat, driving him back into the wall hard enough to make his breath ummph out of him. His hold on the soldier was lost and the unconscious man tumbled to the floor. They were nose to nose, foreheads almost touching, and Spike roared, the sound reverberating down the tunnels and making the boy hiss and snap his teeth and cringe, all at the same time.
"He's yours if I say he's yours, rabbit. Don't forget who's the master here and who's the fuckin' pet." Spike shook him a little and Xander tried to break his hold, tried to knock his arms up and apart. Spike just leaned a little harder into him - grinned fiercely when he felt the hard ridge of the Xander's erection dig into his thigh. Xander's hands clawed at the sleeves of his duster.
"I said - only if I say. Do. You. Understand?" Spike knocked him back into the wall with each word, leaning his whole body into Xander's and grinding his hips. Xander was drawing painful, desperate breaths and Spike eased his choke-hold the tiniest bit - kissed him roughly with fangs and tongue, sucking at the blood that welled from his wounded mouth.
"What's the answer, rabbit?" Spike breathed, hips still rocking into the boy's, forehead to forehead. The demonic features pressed into Xander human ones and Xander twisted violently, once and then sagged in Spike's grip.
"Y-yessss, you fuck, yes."
"Yes what?" Spike purred, licking stray drops of blood from lips and chin and Xander's hips bucked up, his hands locked on Spike's forearms, death-grip that would leave bruises on a human.
"Yes, I understand," he rasped, and this time when Spike lapped at the last traces of blood his mouth parted and Spike shivered in delight as Xander's tongue slid along his briefly - flickered over his fangs.
"Good rabbit. Sweet rabbit," Spike crooned, and he let one hand drop to Xander's hip and force him a little closer, feeling the cool rush of indrawn breath as his fingernails dug deep, making cuts in the jeans Xander wore. "You'll get a reward for that," Spike whispered. The soldier, forgotten on the wet concrete, choose that moment to stir and make a moaning sort of noise, and Spike considered, glancing down at him briefly. One hard stomp of a well-placed heel and he could snap the man's sternum and crush his heart. Dead in a minute and then he could get on with...rewards. But he felt Xander twitch - saw the flare in the boy's eyes, the hyena coming back, and Spike decided he wanted to know how far - how much - how deep. He kissed Xander again, crushing split lips back against his teeth and then let him go -backed off.
"Let's get him into my parlor, shall we?" Spike asked, and Xander - hands on thighs, coughing - looked up at Spike and grinned.
The scavengers hadn't had as much time with the last soldier as the next-to-last, and there was still wizened flesh on the strung-out bones. The odor of rot tinged the still air, and Xander stood stock still for a moment and then moved over towards the corpse, reaching out.
*Hyenas and carrion. That's one habit we don't want to encourage.*
"Don't touch it, rabbit. Hard to get the stink off. The wolf wouldn't like it." Half-crouching over the remains Xander glanced up and then moved slowly away. Spike dumped the soldier to the floor and dug into his duster for the handcuffs that the vamp-cop had never reclaimed. He rolled the soldier on his belly and tightened them around his wrists, and then went to kick at the corpse, knocking the skull away so he could free the chain. That he unlocked and wound around the hand-cuff chains and then re-locked. The soldier stirred again, trying to sit up. Spike lit the Coleman lantern and turned it to a pleasant golden glow, then went to lean on the wall near the entry, taking advantage of a stray breeze to clear the smell from his nose a little. He lit a cigarette and watched bewilderment and then comprehension wash over the soldier's face as he struggled upright.
Xander was pacing the confines of the room - a sort of oubliette, except you got in at floor-level. He idly kicked bones and bits of metal - uniform insignia and belt buckles - and then bent down and picked up a shattered thigh-bone. He turned it in his hands and then walked over to the soldier who was on his knees, watching them. Xander crouched down and showed the man the bone, fingering the sharp edges where it had fractured and split. The soldier flinched away from him, panting a little.
"What the f-fuck do you want? Why am I here?"
"Lots of reasons," Xander said softly, tapping the bone on the man's knee. "Mostly because your kind....fucked up."
"My kind? What the hell -?" Xander stared at the man, and Spike could see the unearthly glow in his eyes - could see that there was blood on his mouth still and when Xander skinned his lips back, silent snarl, there was blood on his teeth.
"Your kind. Humans. Soldiers. You know - he - "and Xander pointed at Spike with the bone - "did this with his hands, I'll bet. Wanna see how?" And that grin was back.
*Rabbit, rabbit - you're a quick learner,* Spike thought, and he flicked his cigarette butt away and stepped up, morphing into the demon. "Be happy to demonstrate," he said, and the man screamed.
Xander glanced up from where he was crouching, and Spike saw there was a smear of blood across his cheek. He'd taken t-shirt and flannel off - 'don't want to get them all gory, do I?' and his skin was the color of a chamois in the lamplight. The figure stretched before him bubbled out a thin stream of blood and made a noise rather like a pig being killed. Xander drew his hand back from the hole in the man's side and regarded the blood and bits of tissue that clung to his fingers and knuckles.
"So tell me, rabbit. Why do you hate the soldiers so?" Xander's hand clenched to a fist and he pressed the knuckles to his mouth, oblivious to the gore.
"I don't...want..."
"Course you do, rabbit. Or, rather, you may not, but you will. Besides, one way or another, you'll tell me." Xander glanced up at him again and Spike could hear his heartbeat picking up - could smell old fear creeping up in him. "It's all right, rabbit. I'm here," he coaxed, and Xander reached out tentatively towards the soldier again, tapping his fingers along the man's bared chest. The soldier twitched minutely but was too weak to do anything else.
"They - were running all over Sunnydale. Especially after that Dr. Walsh tried to kill Buffy. They started getting - out of control. Had this idea that if you weren't with 'em - you were against 'em." Xander looked up at Spike again and licked his blood-smeared lips nervously. Then he paused and licked them again, slow. He looked at his hand and his tongue went out, to lick a spot on the back of his hand clean.
"Is - does it -?"
"Blood later, pet. Story first." Spike lit a cigarette and came to crouch opposite the boy, ignoring the useless convulsion that wracked the soldier's body as he tried to get away from the vampire.
"They - were hunting us, too. Scoobies." There was a wealth of longing and rage and sorrow in that word - in Xander's green-glowing eyes, and Spike smoked and watched him lower his head and rub his cleaner hand back through his hair, then look up at Spike again. "They wanted to get Buffy - back. She'd been working with them for a while..." Xander stopped again and held his hand out, his fingers trembling, and Spike passed him the cigarette. The boy smoked, one, two, then three drags, staring at nothing in particular. Then he handed the cigarette back. Spike could taste the soldier's blood on the filter.
"We were out, patrolling. We finished and Buffy and Willow went back to the dorms. I - was cutting across campus and four of them were there. I didn't think... It seemed too open. Too many - people. But they saw me and got me into this little...place. Like a little garden area. All sunk." Xander stroked his bloodied hand down the soldier's stomach - let his fingers rest on the shivering muscles just below his navel. Spike had shredded his trousers away earlier, demonstrating how easily thigh-bones broke.
"They wanted to know... Can't even remember." Xander dug his nails into the soldier's belly and the man choked, moaning. His arms were beneath him and Spike could hear the soldier's fingers scrabbling at the concrete. "I think - they wanted to know about Buffy. Hit me some. But -" Xander shrugged - dragged his nails down lower and the soldier kicked feebly with his heels. Spike reached without looking and slapped him across the face.
"Quiet, Joe. You're interrupting. Go on, pet. What happened?" Xander's nails were half sunk into the flesh just above the soldier's penis now, and blood welled sluggishly from around them.
"Not like I never got hit. It didn't.... I didn't care much. But then they... Did you ever notice, Spike, how the really macho guys - the really big soldier types - they all have this weird....thing...about gay sex?" Spike blinked and finished his cigarette - put it out absently on the nearest bit of bloodied flesh.
*What in fuck is he talking about? What 'thing'?* "What do you mean, Xander?" Xander's fingers went deeper and the soldier squealed - rolled his hips, trying to get away. Xander whipped his head around, snarling, and the glow was back. He pressed down hard and the man arched, his mouth open in a soundless scream.
"I mean - they think the best thing in the fuckin' world is two girls goin' at it, and the worst fuckin' thing is two guys. They think - if they do that to somebody, it'll break 'em right in half." Xander pulled his hand back slowly, then stroked a little lower. The soldier's scrotum was empty and ragged, a bloody flap.
"Did you, love? Break right in half?" Spike asked, and Xander looked sharply up at him, his mouth open just a little, his eyes feral and glowing but wet.
"Not even when they fuckin' used the barrel of their fuckin' pistols. Funny, they all got hard for it, too." Xander's voice had dropped, sibilant growl, and Spike shivered all over.
*Oh, the beast loves this... Tease that beast out - kiss it and call it and collar it. And won't it look fine, at the end of my lead...*
"They tried to... Well, they tried. But the first one that put this -" and Xander grasped the soldier's flaccid penis, holding it almost lovingly in the palm of his hand. "He got a very bad surprise. Did you know - a hyena's jaws can exert almost one thousand pounds of pressure per square inch?" Xander's hand closed down slowly, and the man jerked. "A human bite's nowhere near that, but this flesh -" and Xander squeezed harder, "this flesh is damn fragile, really. I bit right through it. Had to actually - spit some out, when they dragged him away." Xander grinned up at Spike from beneath his eyelashes, his hand abruptly opening and going back to the hole, to probe inside. The soldier thrashed weakly, and Spike knew he was close to being dead.
"What'dya think, Spike? Think I can pull his fuckin' dick up through his stomach from the inside?" Spike put his hand on the soldier's chest and leaned forward, bracing on snapped ribs. He slid his other hand around the back of Xander's neck and pulled him close. Xander resisted for a moment and then leaned in as well, and his forearm slipped inside, pushing up a bulge in the soldier's abdomen. The kiss was slow and thorough, and Spike drew back with a small smile on his lips. Xander's eyes were half-closed, and he ran the tip of his tongue out, touching the underside of his upper lip.
"Why don't you find out, pet, and then we'll get home. The wolf is probably missing us." Xander blinked and nodded - looked down at the soldier's face.
"Yeah. He's getting' all - dead. Time to go."
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Shakatany
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'someone' wrote? What's up with that?
Hee.
Glad i didn't drive you off...
More soon! The 'fallout to torturing total stranges' chapter!
Hehe.
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Plus its kinda romantic, in a demonic sort of way, hunting together, killing together. It kind of binds Spike and Xander together.
Great chapter. Really.
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But i know that blood'n'gore in any amount is too much for some.
So, glad you're still here!
:)
Romanitic hunting and killing. Of course!
*bounce*
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Well its not as if Spike is gonna give Xander flowers and take him to see Shrek!
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*snarf*
No, i don't think so. Not this Spike.
My tolerance for gore is way high. I love to watch those 'Trauma in the ER' shows and real surgeries and stuff. My parents were both in the medical field and we had 'medical' talk all through dinner and discussions about surgery and operations and whatnot.
I don't like long drawn out descriptions of torture in fic because, like i said, it seems most of the time to just be gratuitous and pointless.
SOMETIMES, it's spot-on, and you need it. But other times it's like... they're just running through a laundry list of parts and injuries and that's not... I dunno, i'm just not interested.
Plus? I've always thought less is more when it comes to describing stuff like that - imagination is way better, 'cause you go instantly to what would most bother YOU, and then it's that much more intense.
*blah blah blah*
I'll shut up now.
:)
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Poor Xander he really is having a time of it, all of them so hurt in one way or another.
I just can't get the picture of a rabbit with fangs out of my mind for some reason (a barmy bunny).
Oh my do I like this with a passion, Spike and feral Xander complement each other so well!! *snicker*
*Oh, the beast loves this... Tease that beast out - kiss it and call it and collar it. And won't it look fine, at the end of my lead...*
Nice image *g*
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*needs icon*
Thanks! I'm glad you're liking it. I'm having a LOT of fun writing a truly demonic Spike with no real inhibitions. I mean, he loved DRU so of course he can....love?...Oz, but there's no consideration here to 'protect' the humans from anything or even worry about it.
*bounce*
Glad it's going over well!
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And...whew!
*wipes brow*
I know there's lots worse out there, but you never know how people will take stuff.
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*bounce*
Is it wrong to be happy that you said 'scary'?
Heh.
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And no, it's not wrong to be happy that it's scary. Cause it is. And you made it be. ::grin::
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Toooo weird.
:)
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So i'm glad this was acceptable, if a bit squicky.
:)
Glad you liked it.
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I'm still here reading and enjoying. Always had a thing for guys without inhibitions... grrr. *shudders*
No regret morning after please.
Don't limit yourself, write as much gore as you want. I'll hang on.
More please? Can't wait for three healed feral boys going at it... *drools*
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*ahem*
Well, you know - if the bois all bloody and...evol...make ya hot - what can i say?
:)
Have fun!
More soon!
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Glad you liked it, bay-beee.
:)
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Glad it 'fit' the story and wasn't just - over the top.
Thanks!
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Gore or not, I'm following you to the end of this one!
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Thanks!
So glad you're liking it and my *apparently* mild gore wasn't too squicky!
:)
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All I can say is more, more, more. Please?
Hee.
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Soon!
Promise.
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I love you.
So good.
So very very good.
I love Xander's feral, nonchalant handling here.
Poke, prod, poke, bleed.
*whimpers* Delicious.
The gore thing? Sooo not a problem. *weg*
Aww... bonding over torture and rent flesh.
*hums happily*
I am a sick sick girl.
You capture the light really well here with the lamp, a few phrases really got me. And that parting line? *flails more*
*snogs you*
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It's good bonding. No secrets!
Sick is good, actually. I mean - where else would i find an audience?
BWAhahhaha.
I'm glad you liked it. I love writing this fic - it's fun as hell.
This is the ultimate Spike, to me - no soul, no chip, totally the demon and perfectly happy with it.
As it should be.
*looks around guiltily*
I don't normally do this in, you know, BROAD DAYLIGHT WHILE THE MONSTROUS BEBE IS AWAKE...but...
*snogs you back*
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You know I love him.
*drags you into hiding for continued snogging*
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*ahem*
*straightens top*
*where the hell did my bra go?*
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I'm not telling.
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I can hardly wait to see Xander get his reward.
*Hyenas and carrion. That's one habit we don't want to encourage.*
Nice, stomach-churning imagery there...
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Hee.
Sex-fiend.
And oooh, 'stomach churning'. I like.
:)
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Never denied it, though I must admit to being more of a text-fiend, atm. it's aaaaaaall about the fic. ;o)
'stomach churning'. I like.
Yeah, it was a case of 'oh, Xander's a bit peckish... eeeeeew!' Hee!
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All. About. Teh Fic.
*must have icon*
*poke*
And can i say *ruuuuurrrrrr* to the boys all...*feral*, and bloody hot. Enjoying this fic immensely - and feeling entirely guilty and greedy cos i've just been sucking it up with minimal FB of late! ("RL blah yadda" -the usual, heh)
(oh and "yes! lovely" to the *froof*, i got it today at work, but cannot seem to log into Tiscali from home today so i can't save it to the 'puter yet...and yay! to the lushness of Snape :P ...and the actual quote from the Holy Grail is "death awaits you all with nasty big pointy teeth" couldn't find a pic yet of the bunny close up!)
XXXX 'w
*runs off to suck up the next chapter*
*froof*
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I guess 'cause i don't write the 'gore' much.
And yeah, i liked Xander's casual way with the blood... Not like he was all 'there', you know, but... It was sooo fun to write. Had it all like a little movie in my head!
Doom to Tiscali!! Doom!!
:)
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I know precisely where you're coming from re: gore and loving descriptions of such. I've written my share of such scenes because, hello, such stuff happens. But there are always consequences, and people who can commit that sort of thing without much concern worry me deeply. I'm of the "If I've decided you're that much scum that the world is better by your absence, then let's get it over with." Kind of "don't play in the garbage, just take it out to the curb already." Icky stuff sticks to your hands.
People come in all sorts, though.
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I tend NOT to write such things. I'd prefer to let the characters reactions, actions, and hopefully few words spell out things like that, since 'loving descriptions' tend to make me...i dunno...i'm not squicked, 'cause i have an iron stomach and a lively interest in surgery and medecine, but... Most often it seems like a way for the author to either show off how 'cruel' their bad guy can be or how 'pitiful' their good guy can be.
And Xander is in a very strange place in this fic, and it can only get stranger. Heh.
Or, not. Not sure how it's all going to end, yet!
Thanks for the fb!
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Or how 'empowered' their good guy can be.
Strange places are very good. You find very interesting things in strange places. But psychological torment leaves fewer stains on the floor. (Eyes a couple of fics I really need to get to work on.)
Is the soldier still a part of this Xander's psyche? If so, then having something like the people who have tormented him most inside of his own head, that could be--well, fun is such a tricky word. But true.
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Anyway...
Yeah, strange places... I'm all about that.
And i like writing the slightly crazed - been doing that in my original fic for years.
The soldier hasn't made an appearance. Who knows?
:)
And hey - fun is perfectly legitimate, in the circumstances.
Heh.
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I mostly read Hero, but, gosh, poor Xander ... it hurts to read him so lost and confused. I'm hoping for some weird dimension shift, just so he can be right about what's going on.
Have you ever seen a Robin Williams movie called "The Fisher King?" If you have, the question makes sense in the context.
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Being read at work - the ultimate compliment!
:)
I am NOT an evol angst writer - i never let my bois suffer too long, too horribly, or end a story on an evol, horrible, depressing, never-gonna-be-happy note. I hate that. Even though some of my favorite books *see Silver Metal Lover by Tanith Lee* are like that.
*no, don't ask, cause i don't know*
Anyway...I think there'll be some other things on my site that you'll like!
And - 'The Fisher King' is an AWESOME movie - makes me cry every time. I love the scene in the restaurant, chasing dumplings with chopsticks and Mercedes' characters bra-strap coming down, and she is embarassed and pulls it up and then he pulls it down again... just a lovely little scene.
:)
Ta!
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I'm not a fan of violence or gore but it was absolutely necessary. It's when it's gratuitous that I get annoyed, even upset. Then it seems like lazy writing. Here, it seems like an essential add-on to the characterisations.
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And yeah - blood'n'guts that's not there for any reason is majorly annoying and messes up a good story every time.
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"He's yours if I say he's yours, rabbit. Don't forget who's the master here and who's the fuckin' pet." Spike shook him a little and Xander tried to break his hold, tried to knock his arms up and apart. Spike just leaned a little harder into him - grinned fiercely when he felt the hard ridge of the Xander's erection dig into his thigh. Xander's hands clawed at the sleeves of his duster.
"I said - only if I say. Do. You. Understand?" Spike knocked him back into the wall with each word, leaning his whole body into Xander's and grinding his hips. Xander was drawing painful, desperate breaths and Spike eased his choke-hold the tiniest bit - kissed him roughly with fangs and tongue, sucking at the blood that welled from his wounded mouth.
"What's the answer, rabbit?" Spike breathed, hips still rocking into the boy's, forehead to forehead. The demonic features pressed into Xander human ones and Xander twisted violently, once and then sagged in Spike's grip.
"Y-yessss, you fuck, yes."
"Yes what?" Spike purred, licking stray drops of blood from lips and chin and Xander's hips bucked up, his hands locked on Spike's forearms, death-grip that would leave bruises on a human.
"Yes, I understand," he rasped, and this time when Spike lapped at the last traces of blood his mouth parted and Spike shivered in delight as Xander's tongue slid along his briefly - flickered over his fangs.
"Good rabbit. Sweet rabbit," Spike crooned,
Yowza.
"Yeah. He's getting' all - dead. Time to go."
Just because I can't post the whole chappie, but - jeez, everything that came before it was - intense. You and the intensity, man, write some schmoop and let my poor soul rest, a bit!
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For schmoop, see Little Runaway!
Heh.