Oh my god this is just too much. Again just too much wow!! The gun store scene is just guh just ridiculously hot in a way it absolutely should not, shows you how off my moral compass is. I love the part when Sam is about to take out the knife not a hint of remorse in any action that they do. The sex scene was scalding in all it's intricacies. I love the way that they are rough with eachother by the love they have is insurmountable, it can't be changed or waived. The little line about John knowing is the icing of the deliciously wrong omfg I want more more more cake. If I could just be a fly on the wall of their life I could die a happy woman. This whole series just exudes everything that is not being said. All those dirty hot nights under the covers being one with the other over and over, it speaks of nightmares being soothed and skinned knees being tended to, of unending unwaiving completely undeniable truths and it is perfect
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