I love you, but you know that--so why you hurt me like this, i don't know. It's so bizarre to be hot and crying too, and yet you managed. Xander's sorrow is like a heavy weight,it's amazing he didn't drive the wolves insane with it. Poor thing.And he won't let himself enjoy any part of life until Spike returns and the thought of Spike returning makes me more afraid than happy. I'm afraid that Spike will be changed in a bad way. I hope not- I console myself with the thought that you're not an evol bitca like that damn Roxy. *G*
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It's so bizarre to be hot and crying too, and yet you managed. Xander's sorrow is like a heavy weight,it's amazing he didn't drive the wolves insane with it. Poor thing.And he won't let himself enjoy any part of life until Spike returns and the thought of Spike returning makes me more afraid than happy. I'm afraid that Spike will be changed in a bad way. I hope not- I console myself with the thought that you're not an evol bitca like that damn Roxy. *G*